Saturday, April 3, 2010


I have been walking around in a state of constant disbelief for the last two weeks. My mind is constantly preoccupied. I have Never felt this way, never connected with someone like this. My stomach has never been so constantly tied up in knots over someone. Somedays I'm sure I could fly if I jumped off the roof (although I have abstained from trying it). At night I lie awake and think and when I sleep I dream. I push the replay button when the sappy love songs come on my mp3 player. I started cleaning ON PURPOSE! Some days I can't eat. Everything reminds me of something.

Update on life

Well it's been a while folks. So I guess an update is in order. I went through a rough patch last sunmmer and winter. But Things are on the up and up now. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Jason. I go back to college in the fall. Family is doing well. I still miss Dad but I see him occasionally. Egypt is still kickin and she is pushing 12 years old. My hamster died (poor toddy). The Cats are all good. Basically I am the happiest I have been in a long time!